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♥ LG

ME: Go and sleep, you’re almost falling asleep on me..
LG: No, I must persevere!!
ME: *laughs* Huh? Persevere for what?! Just go to bed..
LG: Persevere until you don’t want me anymore..
ME: I will never ever not want you, so how?
LG: I will persevere until I die then..
ME: *laughs* Omg, go and sleep, you’re starting to mumble nonsense!
LG: I love you.
ME: Ok, for that part, you’re not mumbling nonsense, I love you too. ((:

So, that’s the end of my night chat for tonight. Today, LG misses me a lot more than usual.. He might be a little upset, but I am feeling a tinge of happiness, cause I am not the only one missing us..


♥ LG

Love reckons hours for months, days for years and every little absence is an age.

I created this post on my last night in Penang, after a phone call to LG while he is in camp, but I didn’t know how to finish it up. So, I shall post it as it is. Absence makes the heart fonder. I really miss him a lot that night, plus I know Sunday nights are the worst nights in camp for him, pretty worried then. Well, I’m glad that I’m back and it’s all over. 11 more book in to go, we’re counting down together ((:


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You can’t change the past, but you can ruin the present by worrying about the future.

There is a saying, “For every minute spent in organizing, an hour is earned.” It’s important to plan for the future, yet there is a difference between planning and worrying. When you plan, you organize your time so that you can make the most out of it. Yet, when you worry, you do nothing to help yourself in the future and merely wasting the precious time you have in the present.

For the past few months, I felt like I’ve been living in my own world. I felt like I’m on top of the world, but what goes up must come down eventually. School hasn’t started yet, but I can already feel the toll of it. From next week onwards, I’ll be joining NTU Touch Rugby team for their trainings. I don’t know how recruitment is like, but I guess I skipped everything and just got in.

Monday
Tuition- Jayden (7.00pm- 8.30pm)
Tuesday
Touch Rugby (6.30pm- 9.00pm)
Wednesday
Touch Rugby (6.30pm- 9.00pm)
Thursday
Tuition- Suriani (5.00pm- 6.30pm)
Tuition- Chloe (7.30pm- 9.00pm)
Friday
Touch Rugby (6.30pm- 9.00pm)
Saturday
Tuition- Chloe (9.00am- 10.30am)
Sunday
Tuition- Suriani (10.00am- 11.30am)

For next week and the month of August, that will be my schedule. It’s really sucky enough, cause with Touch Rugby training on Friday evenings, it means that I can’t have my usual Friday dinner dates with LG anymore. So, I am trying to squeeze in time for him every Saturday. Hopefully, we get to meet each other at least once a week.

Monday
School (8.00am- 5.00pm)
Tuition- Jayden (7.00pm- 8.30pm)
Tuesday
School (8.00am- 5.00pm)
Touch Rugby (6.30pm- 9.00pm)
Wednesday
School (8.00am- 5.00pm)
Touch Rugby (6.30pm- 9.00pm)
Thursday
School (8.00am- 5.00pm)
Tuition- Suriani (5.00pm- 6.30pm)
Tuition- Chloe (7.30pm- 9.00pm)
Friday
School (8.00am- 5.00pm)
Touch Rugby (6.30pm- 9.00pm)
Saturday
Tuition- Chloe (9.00am- 10.30am)
LG Time
Sunday
Tuition- Suriani (10.00am- 11.30am)
Family Time & Study Time

Once school starts, this is what my predicted weekly schedule will be like. Seriously, packed ttm. Other than my schoolmates, Touch Rugby mates and my tutees, everyone else only gets tiny portions of my remaining time. Especially LG and my family, when they are the most important people in my life. What about my girlfriends and brothers? What about my other close friends, like ex-classmates? I haven’t got a chance to fit them into my schedule yet, but I am already running out of time. When I told my mum about this new schedule, with the fact that I’ll also be moving into the halls, she was really disappointed, just the way LG was. She was like, “So, all I do is just give you money every month?”

I felt like shit, still feeling that way. Yet, it’s pointless to worry now. When the time comes, after trying to cope and I can’t seem to manage with the load I have in hand, then I will choose whose company I want to sacrifice to keep the rest close at heart.

After hearing LG’s response and seeing my mum’s reaction, I only had one thought in mind. No matter how no life my life will be in future, I don’t want to be this nonexistent girlfriend/daughter.


Ignore the risk and take the fall.. If it’s meant to be, it’s worth it all.

LG, thanks for the gift!! I love it ((:

Saturday wasn’t LG Day, but there is always an alternative. I spent my whole Sunday with LG, though we didn’t do much cause he doesn’t want to watch Inception with someone who has already caught it. Boo, I just don’t understand why not. So, we end up roaming around Orchard to shop for shirts and tie that LG needs. After which, we went back to his place cause he needed to get something for me!! He told me the night before that he has something for me, so getting a gift wasn’t a surprise. The gift, itself, was a big surprise..

A glass container of seashells!! It was a super overdue present from his Sabah trip, I was always with him during the weekends, he hardly had time to complete the gift. The seashells, which he picked up while on sentry duty, are really pretty. Especially Thorny, it’s really special and unique. He really put loads of effort in it, I don’t think I put in as much effort in the gifts I gave to him. At like 1am in the morning, he gotta use his torchlight to shine and pick seashells. Picking seashells at night is fun, but it’s harder than done in the day too. Apparently, those seashells stink so he even had to boil them to get rid of the weird weird smell before squeezing them into the container.

When I got all itchy-handed, I got my second surprise. Well, it could also be a shock. When I open the container and took the first seashell out, I found a ring underneath it. For like a minute or so, I just stared at it. I don’t know why, I can’t even remember what was I thinking. Or, was I even thinking? It’s seriously damn dumb, I just stared. I stared till LG asked if I’m okay, before taking it out and placing it on my finger. It’s really super sweet. All these, paired with a card full of LG’s wriggly but sweet words, just wasn’t what I expected. They were more than what I expected, super overwhelming and touching. I really love the gift a lot. LG, thanks a lot ((:

In the end, we decided that the ring was kind of big, so we went back to change the size before heading for dinner. Well, then things happen. The day didn’t end that smoothly because of unforeseen circumstances, but I still enjoyed the last outing I had with LG before I see him in two weeks time.. LG, I ♥ you.


♥ LG

I ♥ LG.

Any guy can love a thousand girls, only a true guy can love a girl a thousand ways.


LGIVU.

I want to wear your sweatshirt to bed, watch scary movies with you, talk on the phone till sunrise, sneak out at night to look at the stars with you, play your favorite video game, make you watch chick flicks, kiss you in the rain, go on walks with you, hold hands and laugh with you until I cannot breathe.