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You can’t change the past, but you can ruin the present by worrying about the future.

There is a saying, “For every minute spent in organizing, an hour is earned.” It’s important to plan for the future, yet there is a difference between planning and worrying. When you plan, you organize your time so that you can make the most out of it. Yet, when you worry, you do nothing to help yourself in the future and merely wasting the precious time you have in the present.

For the past few months, I felt like I’ve been living in my own world. I felt like I’m on top of the world, but what goes up must come down eventually. School hasn’t started yet, but I can already feel the toll of it. From next week onwards, I’ll be joining NTU Touch Rugby team for their trainings. I don’t know how recruitment is like, but I guess I skipped everything and just got in.

Monday
Tuition- Jayden (7.00pm- 8.30pm)
Tuesday
Touch Rugby (6.30pm- 9.00pm)
Wednesday
Touch Rugby (6.30pm- 9.00pm)
Thursday
Tuition- Suriani (5.00pm- 6.30pm)
Tuition- Chloe (7.30pm- 9.00pm)
Friday
Touch Rugby (6.30pm- 9.00pm)
Saturday
Tuition- Chloe (9.00am- 10.30am)
Sunday
Tuition- Suriani (10.00am- 11.30am)

For next week and the month of August, that will be my schedule. It’s really sucky enough, cause with Touch Rugby training on Friday evenings, it means that I can’t have my usual Friday dinner dates with LG anymore. So, I am trying to squeeze in time for him every Saturday. Hopefully, we get to meet each other at least once a week.

Monday
School (8.00am- 5.00pm)
Tuition- Jayden (7.00pm- 8.30pm)
Tuesday
School (8.00am- 5.00pm)
Touch Rugby (6.30pm- 9.00pm)
Wednesday
School (8.00am- 5.00pm)
Touch Rugby (6.30pm- 9.00pm)
Thursday
School (8.00am- 5.00pm)
Tuition- Suriani (5.00pm- 6.30pm)
Tuition- Chloe (7.30pm- 9.00pm)
Friday
School (8.00am- 5.00pm)
Touch Rugby (6.30pm- 9.00pm)
Saturday
Tuition- Chloe (9.00am- 10.30am)
LG Time
Sunday
Tuition- Suriani (10.00am- 11.30am)
Family Time & Study Time

Once school starts, this is what my predicted weekly schedule will be like. Seriously, packed ttm. Other than my schoolmates, Touch Rugby mates and my tutees, everyone else only gets tiny portions of my remaining time. Especially LG and my family, when they are the most important people in my life. What about my girlfriends and brothers? What about my other close friends, like ex-classmates? I haven’t got a chance to fit them into my schedule yet, but I am already running out of time. When I told my mum about this new schedule, with the fact that I’ll also be moving into the halls, she was really disappointed, just the way LG was. She was like, “So, all I do is just give you money every month?”

I felt like shit, still feeling that way. Yet, it’s pointless to worry now. When the time comes, after trying to cope and I can’t seem to manage with the load I have in hand, then I will choose whose company I want to sacrifice to keep the rest close at heart.

After hearing LG’s response and seeing my mum’s reaction, I only had one thought in mind. No matter how no life my life will be in future, I don’t want to be this nonexistent girlfriend/daughter.


Brothers are friends, provided by nature.

Woolala, I’m back from my brother’s POP from his Cadet Inspector course!! It wasn’t as impressive as I thought it would be, but I still enjoyed my evening. Super proud of my brother!! I still remember a month ago, he was still hesitating whether he should take up this course. Halfway through, he wanted to give up cause of his ingrown toe nail that made drills and marching super painful for him. Well, after all that fuss, I am so glad that he pulled through.

One way tickets to a lovely evening..

I wonder if this is where LG, sometimes, train at..

Officially graduated from his Cadet Inspector Basic Training Course..

My super super stern brother standing at attention..

Smart brother, third from the right.

Apparently, this Madam really helped my brother alot throughout his course.

My awesome brother!!! ((:

My companion for the night, we chatted alot about my usual Saturday companion. Lol.

I wish my dad was around to take photo with my brother too.

A super lovely evening, with my mum and brother ((:

I didn’t post every single photo I took, cause I don’t want my blog to take ages to load. If you are really interested to see the less interesting parts, you can view them through my FaceBook photos ((: That’s all for now, I am dead beat, shall go rest early. Well, after settling some stuffs with LG. Nights, peeps.


Writer, thy mind is fickle.

I can’t decide if I should take off my MacBook’s keypad guard, cause it feels better typing on it without the keypad guard, but my keypad will get dirty very easily. I can’t decide if I should keep my phone casing on, cause it feels better carrying the phone around without it, but my phone will get scratched easily. I can’t decide if I should choose a air-conditioned hall, cause it means I would have to share toilet with a dozen other girls, but the weather can get really hot occasionally. I can’t decide on anything these days, not even my own blog theme, which I have been changing every other day. These days, I am just super fickle minded.

Apart from that, I am super forgetful too.

Anyway, I am going to go get ready to attend my brother’s POP! He finally finished his Cadet Inspector course, I’m super proud of him. It wasn’t easy during the course, he complained a lot. It’s like a taste of NS life in advance for him, but I guess he learnt a lot too. The hardship hasn’t ended for him though, cause he skipped two weeks of school while staying in at HTA, hopefully he will be able to catch up when he goes back to school on Monday. After today, I’ll be seeing my brother everyday till it’s my turn to leave home. I guess we’ve all grown up in one way or another.. Ciao, for now, I’ll update tonight again, with loads of photos ((:


There is no other love, like the love from a brother.

Just two hours before this, my room was supposedly clean and tidy. However, within the last half an hour, all thanks to a particular flying cockroach that flew into my room, my room is barely livable. I was like shouting out to LG, who should be in his lalaland, that I am never going to open my window again. Seriously, cockroach is disgusting, but a flying cockroach is just… Is that any words that is worse than disgusting? Seeing it just gives me the creeps, it leaves me feeling jumpy and paranoid. Sorry for being such a bitch, but damnit, flying cockroaches are just freaking gross!

As we grew up, my brothers acted like they didn’t care, but I always knew they looked out for me and were there.

Catherine Pulsifer, Inspirational Words of Wisdom

Anyway, all thanks to my brother, I am still alive and I’m still sleeping in my room tonight. He was the one who spotted the cockroach, when he came into my room to get some songs from me. Well, the next thing I did was screamed for my life and ran out of my room with my laptop in hand. No matter how tall and ‘muscular’ he is, that is still a bloody flying cockroach, so he got a shock too. After recovering his composure, he was in my room, digging and searching for Mr. Flying Cockroach for nearly half an hour.. He searched from behind my wardrobe, to my cupboard and boxes of books, to underneath my bed. That’s practically one round around my room, minus my dressing table and study table. He is really awesome and patient, so eventually he won the battle against Mr. Flying Cockroach. Ohh ya, while he is doing his hunt, I was preparing my bed to sleep in his room. Seriously, a flying cockroach is just damn ass hard to catch, but my brother did it! Lol. And, at the end of the night’s hunt, my brother still feels bad for killing Mr. Flying Cockroach. True true, it’s not good to take the life of another, but Mr. Flying Cockroach was just asking for it when he flew into my room. Anyway, may Mr. Flying Cockroach RIP.

I was having a pretty bad night, but because of this small incident, I am feeling so much better. I might be damn grossed out by Mr. Flying Cockroach, but while hunting for it, me and my brother had a good laugh over stupid and spastic things that happened to each other. Like how one of the cardboard boxes gave way and everything spilled out, giving my brother a little scare; how my brother found so much hidden treasures for me from underneath the bed; how we were leaping and ‘dancing on the spot’ when we had glimpses of Mr. Flying Cockroach etc etc.. Thanks, Mr. Flying Cockroach. Cause of you, I realized how brave my little brother is. I have no idea since when did my little brother become like an elder brother, but I’m glad that I have him as my brother. Today’s incident is just one of the many insignificant moments in life, which we should treasure, at least I feel that way.

Good tastes lies in the mastery of minor matters..
Learn to appreciate the people around you, through the minor things they do for you..

Nights, peeps. It’s Thursday, TGIF is around the corner (:


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